| I come to you with a very heavy heart tonight, and I know that everyone can read this, but at the moment I don't care. I'm going to just say all of this, and get it off of my chest so that I can move on with my life somewhat.
I was approached with the opportunity of being an alternate RA for this school year, and after prayerful consideration and speaking with Lee, I accepted the job. This requires me to go through training and that is it. I do nothing unless someone quits or gets fired, which is highly unlikely at WCU!!! Well, so much for that. Scotty Fletcher decided today to quit and move off campus, so that leaves me to being RA on 3rd floor Bryant. I'm cool with being an RA, and also with having to live in the RA room, but the fact that Lee isn't moving with me makes me so sad. Yeah, when he reads this he will call me a girl as he always does, but I am totally cool with that at this moment. I've never had a guy friend in my life that I loved as much as I love that boy. The times we have spent together, the late nights talking (or letting him punch me), and cleaning after him brings tears to my eyes at the thought of losing those. At the moment we are planning it so that he will sleep on my futon, and still technically be my roommate, but if a new guy registers for classes, and they move him in with Lee, then I can't say that he is my roommate anymore, and that makes me sad. 30 years after I leave Carey, he will forever be known as my roommate. Thanks Lee for all that you've done, like making me a tougher person, giving me more to clean, wrecking my car, being there for me when I was "being a girl", encouraging me to change my major to something that I enjoyed, but more than all of that, thanks for being the greatest brother in the world. I love you so much, and I'm going to miss you after Carey is over and done with although that may be 10 years from now for some of us. I love you bud, and thanks again for all you've done.
Ok. Sorry for the whole sob story, but it's out now, so get over it!
Survival weekend was great, and I had an amazing group.
I'm so glad that Jared is now on campus.
Music History SUCKS!!!
More later........................
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